Today's Sunday Guardian column.
The
spirit of J.D. Salinger still haunts us. Years after his death, there’s
continuing speculation over his reclusive life and writing. Recently, there was
David Shields and Shane Salerno’s Salinger,
filled with scraps of information gleaned from those who knew him, not least of
which was the revelation that the writer’s estate intends to release more of
his work. Last month, there was the slim J.D.
Salinger: The Escape Artist by novelist Thomas Beller,
an account of Salinger’s life and relationships through the prism of Beller’s
own sensibilities; one life refracted through another, so to speak. Now,
there’s the intriguingly titled My
Salinger Year, by poet and writer Joanna Rakoff.
This
isn’t a tell-all account of a hushed relationship, as with Joyce Maynard’s At Home in the World. In 1996, Rakoffworked
as an assistant at Harold Ober Associates, the venerable
New York literary agency that represented Salinger, and this is a report of her
time there, including her handling of the many fan letters addressed to the
author. My Salinger Year is most of
all a bildungsroman: Rakoff’s
education at the agency is matched by a corresponding coming-of-age saga out of
it. Slices of a vanished New York; a young woman making her way in the world; and
reflections on the ways of the literati: the same ingredients are to be most
recently found – albeit treated less skillfully – in Janet Groth’s 2012 memoir,
The Receptionist: An Education at the New
Yorker.
Rakoff’s
prose is precise and evocative, revisiting and conveying the feelings
experienced by her twenty-three-year-old self when adapting to the strangeness
of a new job and archaic environment. It’s with the same sensitivity that she
handles her after-work life: her fraught relationship with a domineering boyfriend
who has socialist leanings, their efforts to rent an affordable apartment in
New York, her shifting relationship with her parents, and her meetings with
friends who have moved on (some of which unintentionally come across as an
earlier generation’s version of Lena Dunham’s Girls).
When
it came to Salinger, Rakoff’s instructions were clear from day one. After a
terse “we need to talk about Jerry,” she’s told to “never, never, never give
out his address or phone number….Don’t answer their questions. Just get off the
phone as quickly as possible….Our job is not to bother him. We take care of his
business so he doesn’t have to be bothered with it.” Fan mail was to be
answered by a form letter drafted in 1963. Such missives were many: from old
acquaintances, war veterans, editors and, of course, rabid fans, mainly
teenagers expressing a sentiment that could be summed up as “Holden Caulfield
is the only character in literature who is truly like me. And you, Mr.
Salinger, are surely the same person as Holden Caulfield. Thus, you and I
should be friends.” Rakoff dutifully sends off the form letters, but at times
she’s unable to stop herself from sending out letters of her own, words of
advice to those whose personal circumstances are oppressive. (The irony is
delicious and evident.)
Rakoff
also manages to speak to Salinger on the occasions he calls for his agent,
during which he commends her efforts to be a poet and, being hard of hearing, refers
to her as Suzanne. Their one meeting is disappointingly anticlimactic,
consisting of little more than a handshake, despite “a strong and bizarre—and
inexplicable—urge to hug him”.
“What
really knocks me out,” Holden famously says in Salinger’s Catcher, “is a book that, when you're all done reading it, you wish
the author that wrote it was a terrific friend of yours and you could call him
up on the phone whenever you felt like it.” Salinger evidently evoked the same
feeling in his readers because of his distinctive, intimate writing voice. Rakoff,
a late convert, comes to realize just this -- “I loved him. I loved it all” -- and
her memoir is an intimate, engaging account of finding her own voice.